Life in fast forward...

Have you had that moment when you wish that life could just come to a compleat halt so you can figure things out? I had that moment today. I am leaving for college in the fall and the realization is a huge slap in the face. I have come to find that feeling grown up and actually being grown up are two totally different things and that it can be very scary. Taking charge has never been my strong point and it is time to change that. I want to e a teacher for kindergartners or first graders so it isn't like my career requires the ability to do rocket science but it still requires a lot.

I have learned two things today. No matter how bad your parents irritate you and upset you when they push about your future, you need to listen. I have seriously shot myself in the foot because I was stubborn and did not listen. The second thing that I learned is that Hollywood makes the whole experience way to easy! Right now in high school I feel like a raven in a flock of doves because I feel more at home with the college life style but that is partly due to the fact that I still live at home because I still go to high school. While you read this I really want you to think do you know what you are going to do for the rest of your life? Make sure you know now because you could miss out on so much that could help you with your future.

School is overrated......

I am officially going on a school strike. I can't stand how much people thrive on drama. I went to my high schools winter ball last night and it wasn't half bad until the music and some of the girls started showing up. I am a person who believes in modesty. for example I went wearing a short white dress that was really cute but I wore yellow tights and a cute pink sweater with it. Yes, I sound like an Easter egg but let me tell you it was very cute. Another girl showed up wearing the same dress as me but this years model so it was a little shorter because short is the new in thing (which I never understood. Clothes were made to cover a body not exploit it.) Any ways she started to stare at me and I though oh ha ha it is because the same dress but apparently she didn't think it was so funny. I never really got why It was a cardinal sin to wear the same dress to a dance as someone else. First off it's not like you followed the girl home like a crazy stalker to see what she was going to wear(if you did you have issues). Second if you both pick the same dress doesn't that just mean that you both have great taste? I would think that would give you an opportunity to be friends with that person, not look at her like you want her dress to burst into flames.

This talking about dresses has brought me to another point. Why do teenage girls and some grown women thing that less is more? Short and sassy is one thing; I wore short and sassy last night but short to the point that you are giving out the bread for free is some what sad. I'm gonna get all factual on you here but has anyone really taken a look at what is considered pretty and what is considered to be in style? The Dress that is orange and green is very similar to the one that I wore last night to my dance, it is the sweet and sassy one. The black one is similar to what almost every girl wore to the dance. I can not believe the fashion curve now a days. One girl had to walk around with her knees bent all night because if she stood up right her business was gonna hang out all over the place. When did that become appropriate? I must have missed that memo and if that is the case I really enjoy being a square.

On a lighter note I would like to report that the Alice in Wonderland movie was amazing but I am still partial to the SYFY version Alice because I am a sucker for romance. Speaking of SYFY I just found out today that the show Warehouse 13 does not start until JULY!!!! What exactly is the purpose for making someone wait that long for a show on TV??? I really do not see the point, but at the same time i don't work in television.

Homework and Practice and Alice, Oh my!

Whatever happened to homework being some what easy? I am starting to miss the lazy days of pre school when your only concern is whether or not you should eat the glue or who is going to draw on your face during nap time..... Ah, those were the days. Right now I think my day needs to consist of Winter Guard Practice, painting my nails for winter ball and then going to a movie tonight. Going to the beach for a few days would be very nice to because I am one of those people who is in desperate need for some warm sun or a trip of any kind, and I know I am not alone. Instead I am sitting at home listening to Eye To Eye from the Goofy Movie ( yes I am a self proclaimed nerd and there is absolutely nothing wrong with that; every one is a closet nerd at some point in time, some just more then others) and working on a 15 page research paper on the dangers of cosmetic surgery and my brain is about to explode! and that is not a mess that i would like to explain to my mother or clean up.Well on the bright side if that happens and I do go crazy I have a promising career for the next Alice in Wonderland movie if they make one. i could be the Mad Hatters Long lost sister or something.... Speaking of which I am going to see the new Disney Alice In Wonderland tonight at midnight in 3D, feel free to be jealous. I can't wait because I am completely in love with the SYFY version Alice, which came out on video Tuesday for those other nerds like me who are wondering. Well it is my time to say goodbye for the moment and head back to my torture in the world of computers and text book.....

**Kiss